I Dress MySelf

What is in my name? Everything. A person on his own journey and learning to live in a better manner. My story started when I dropped onto this world and just cried first time without knowing the reason. The day my parents were so happy to have me. I told that I was welcomed with a grand ceremony. But I did not find any prove! The big day was my birthday. Now I give parties unwillingly on this day. It is my birthday.

I talk very less, kind of introvert. No, it is not the very recent story. I was unable to speak till grown up 5 years old. I strictly followed my passion to not to talk more. But frankly speaking, this social world does not seem very well for an introvert.

I am a dreamer. I always find myself in superheroes and their inspirational stories. They are inspirations for me. How often they solve the problem for others. I hope one day I could do so. Why I am telling this? I love to dream as dreams are my inspirations and my inspirations are my biggest desperation to do something. I read a quote somewhere “Dreams come True”; I believe “Dreams are always True”.

Let me share my aspiration to live. It is very simple. I want to be a good human being. Someone always said What is Living? Someone replied Living is Giving. I find the valuable myself in giving all good. My values, aspirations and the way of living are the results of the till-the-date journey of mine. I started my schooling from a very outdated and old fashioned primary school in a remote village. I learned the basic a, b, c, d and, also learned how to behave and behave well, how to respect others and some life lessons. The life lessons are still guiding me when I become misguided.

In high school, I started learning my subjects. I started wondering why I was learning all these, still, I am wondering why I learned all these. I performed well in school and high hopes were mounting on me and first I experienced two new words “Expectations and Pressure”; they are following me well in my life. After completing my schooling, I went for my college education from a remote village to a big city. The City life fascinated me well. I was learning to be modern and smart. It was not easy. It was transformation. Change is not easy and Life always demanded change from my side. Unfortunately, I was a late respondent.

I joined a big corporate world just after completing my formal education. I thought now I am learned, but the world has shown me the bitter side. I learned to be good and everyone want the smartest guy. The Learning goes on. I always thought my life is crazy to me like a roller-coaster, but it is giving free rides of learning. Now I become the student of my life. I started learning from everywhere, from everyone and through everytime.

The story will go on. I will someday achieve my dreams. Someday I may meet my superhero within myself. I am trying to live a better life and try to help others in living a better life. The fun in living is always ready to learn and accept the life as it is. The best part of living life is living gracefully.

My journey just started. I just started expecting from life. A long way to go, likewise “miles to go before I sleep”. All I have written is not the complete me, it is just a description. The story is bigger and the ending will be more interesting. Now it's the completion game, the game of life. Hope I could play well.